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[29 Aug 2005|11:12am] |
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so i had my first day.i still have one more class in like an hour and a half.its all good though.my friend ayra is in the class.im sure she will make it bearable.so try outs have been going pretty well.matt from the band formerly know as cursor is freaking awesome.lee and dan do their thing very well.i love the sound of orange amps.gives me the chills.i miss playing a lot,but at the same time i dont know about it.its a weird feeling.music is a great thing though.its a hard thing to drop and to not want to improve on each and everyday,but it also messes lots of things up.maybe thats why i dont know if i want to play anymore.i know i have a drive,but sometimes that gets in the way of other things.ive been doing really well with my other things like being on top of school,punctuality with whatevs,waiting/loving my job already,chilling hard with my friends,and just trying to make people happy.im going to be such a busy kid soon with work/school/friends-family/maybe music and whatever else i didnt mention.man ive changed a lot as of late.its weird to me.i feel as if its a good change as well.the only weird thing is im shy as heck.thats so freaking annoying to me.i gotta work on being an out there person like ive always been before.sall good in the hood though.welp im gonna watch some lord of the rings 3 before i go to class.stay classy everyone.<3 me
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| happy me |
[25 Aug 2005|11:04am] |
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wohoo.things have been awesome for me as of late.i got a sweet job from chalese in la jolla!i work at a new restaurant called jack's.its a new 3 story very classy restaurant/cafe/bar kind of thing.so excited for it.hehe im so excited i got a ring tone just for my job/co workers.muhahahaha since they all love eisley i got them a sweet song of theirs.muhahahaha.we are opening in september so come say hi and whatnot.starting school on monday.thats lame,but its all good.work,school,friends,music,family and maybe something else will be on my agenda for a bit.things are looking up for myself and i am really happy about it.went bowling the other day and i gotta say i didnt do too bad.i got a 127 and 154.woot to that joint.in the process of trying out drummers and a guitarist right now.its been chill,but if you can play or no anyone please let me know asap.welp im gonna get rid of my morning bug by cleaning myself up,then cleaning my room,eat breakfast,watch blade trinity cause ive never seen it before,and finally get ready for my work food tasting today.wohoo.have a nice day yall.life is beautiful.<3 me
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[16 Aug 2005|11:35am] |
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man oh man havent touched this bad boy in so long.feel bad, so im going to update.i just got back home from camping in julian yesterday with my awesome friends ryan,josh,aileen,kendra,sarah,and jackie.it was mucho fun.good times the whole camp session.i only got one bug bite the whole 4 days.wohoo to that.we decided to make it a annual thing,so this is happening every year with more friends/people because thats how we roll.besides camping yesterday i went out to see a movie with mikey and rj and i think i got food poisioning.when i got home i was throwing up like crazy and ive been doing it a little today too.sucky life for me.as for a new subject lately i have not really been myself as much,which i think sucks.expressing things in my case is such a hard thing to do.its been making me sad and i want it to go away.i miss my old friends too.they were such good company,but things happen and drama happens and you know the rest.i try to avoid drama as much as i possibly can cause its lame.here are some pictures from fun times at camp.welp im gonna get ready to start my day.have a nice day everyone.<3 me
ryan,aileen,and kendra
fishing at lake cuyamaca...damn we're pro
breakfast in julian on the last day :' (
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| yay |
[18 Jul 2005|05:27am] |
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i suck and i cant sleep...life is awesome woo!
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| wowsers.. |
[29 Jun 2005|08:46pm] |
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reeve oliver |
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last saturday was fun.went to universal studios with some friends.went with ryan,aileen,nikki and some cool friends of aileen i met,leeray,louis,and rj.they were cool kids.we had a fun time.it was very tiring towards the end,but i had a fun time.fun week i must say.im happy about both my as cities burn and terminal cd.they are great!warped tour is tomorrow and i dont think im going to go because its $30 unless one of my friends will get me in for free!duh cause im broke and im saving money up for the del mar fair and my trip to hawaii.it shall be lots of fun and i am very excited.things have been going really well for me.took out all of my piercings and whatnot.both my parents and i are both happy about that.i think i look better without them.time for some tattoos yo!looks like i shall be getting myself an ibook for my birthday.yay to that joint.those should be fun.either that or some laptop im not sure yet.we will have to wait and see.well i gotta rest cause im tired.here are pictures from universal if youd like to take a peep.muah <3 me
( more universal studios pictures:thanks ryan :) )
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[22 Jun 2005|07:04pm] |
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updatro time.so life has been treating me right as of now.the beautiful mistake kids left for tour two days ago.i felt super bad for bobbylee because he slept as my house while i was at practice from 12-6 in the morning and then i come home waking him up from his beauty sleep sorry dude.got to say bye to them and then went back to bed.i know im a lazy ass.my new favorite brand of jeans are DIESEL.i love them to death and want like 8473897432 more pairs.saturday is gonna be the big fun day where me and some friends + aileen will be going to universal studios!its going to be super fun and im so very excited!im also excited for hawaii as well.its going to be a blast.hey if i aint going on tour then i might as well go on a vacation right?!well i might be heading out for tour july 16th-august 10th maybe.we'll see about that though.im still in the process of looking for a job and contemplating on taking that darn piercing out.gotta look more professional i guess?well who said i cant get some tats then biotch!?!im a dummy cause i spent about $10 or more on ring tones yesterday.whatevs though.i also got to go to my first padre game ever yesterday too.it was an awesome experience and i plan on going to more games from now on.welp i gotta finish my movie im watching now and pick up a car charger for my phone.have a nice day :)
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| city by the sea |
[19 Jun 2005|01:51pm] |
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so yesterday was the day of the terminal/acceptance/anberlin/codeseven show.it was a fun show overall.i enjoyed myself of course and all the company of my friends.it was freaking great to see them all and mikey!yay for him coming back to sd.you didnt get dark homeslice?!?!?!about the show last night.terminal was ok yesterday.a bit on the sloppy side and probably the worst i have honestly seen them,but hey everyone has a bad night at times.i still love those fools!anberlin rocks the heck out now and still shouldnt scream.codeseven was good,but the show was stolen by the high and mighty acceptance!wow are they ever bad seriously?one of the best live bands in my eyes and jason just has an amazing voice.gives me the chills.after went to chrissy's birthday party and it was chill.i had a good time.i hate keeping feelings inside.its killing me.i will probably lose my chance very soon if i dont do anything about it.ive been so shy and weird about it because i havent been so happy and satisfied with someone like this in a very long time.its crazy to me.i love genuine people.it makes me smile and get all butterflyish in my stomach just to think about it.well everyone have a happy fathers day.do something nice for your daddy.love <3 me
I’m a thousand miles from home
Sleeping in my clothes
Living like i never had before
Where the city falls into the sea
I try and make myself believe
That I matter here
But I’m lonely losing sleep
If only i could feel less indifferent
Maybe i could be more existent
I’m dreaming hopelessly
In a city by the sea
It’s taken me so long
To sing a simple song
I don’t belong
On the rooftop late at night
Writing songs about my life
Praying day will break
Before i close my eyes
I wish i had a little more to miss
Than friends that don’t exist
In a town that felt like scars across my wrists
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