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  <title>..im a shy kid</title>
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  <pubDate>Mon, 29 Aug 2005 18:25:42 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>first day of school was alright.</title>
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  <description>so i had my first day.i still have one more class in like an hour and a half.its all good though.my friend ayra is in the class.im sure she will make it bearable.so try outs have been going pretty well.matt from the band formerly know as cursor is freaking awesome.lee and dan do their thing very well.i love the sound of orange amps.gives me the chills.i miss playing a lot,but at the same time i dont know about it.its a weird feeling.music is a great thing though.its a hard thing to drop and to not want to improve on each and everyday,but it also messes lots of things up.maybe thats why i dont know if i want to play anymore.i know i have a drive,but sometimes that gets in the way of other things.ive been doing really well with my other things like being on top of school,punctuality with whatevs,waiting/loving my job already,chilling hard with my friends,and just trying to make people happy.im going to be such a busy kid soon with work/school/friends-family/maybe music and whatever else i didnt mention.man ive changed a lot as of late.its weird to me.i feel as if its a good change as well.the only weird thing is im shy as heck.thats so freaking annoying to me.i gotta work on being an out there person like ive always been before.sall good in the hood though.welp im gonna watch some lord of the rings 3 before i go to class.stay classy everyone.&amp;lt;3 me</description>
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  <pubDate>Thu, 25 Aug 2005 18:13:03 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>happy me</title>
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  <description>&lt;p&gt;wohoo.things have been awesome for me as of late.i got a sweet job from chalese in la jolla!i work at a new restaurant called jack&apos;s.its a new 3 story very classy restaurant/cafe/bar kind of thing.so excited for it.hehe im so excited i got a ring tone just for my job/co workers.muhahahaha since they all love eisley i got them a sweet song of theirs.muhahahaha.we are opening in september so come say hi and whatnot.starting school on monday.thats lame,but its all good.work,school,friends,music,family and maybe something else will be on my agenda for a bit.things are looking up for myself and i am really happy about it.went bowling the other day and i gotta say i didnt do too bad.i got&amp;nbsp;a 127 and 154.woot to that joint.in the process of trying out drummers and a guitarist right now.its been chill,but if you can play or no anyone please let me know asap.welp im gonna get rid of my morning bug by cleaning myself up,then cleaning my room,eat breakfast,watch blade trinity cause ive never seen it before,and finally get ready for my work food tasting today.wohoo.have a nice day yall.life is beautiful.&amp;lt;3 me&lt;/p&gt;</description>
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  <media:title type="plain">new deathcab = sooooo soooo good</media:title>
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  <pubDate>Tue, 16 Aug 2005 18:43:17 GMT</pubDate>
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  <description>&lt;p&gt;man oh man havent touched this bad boy in so long.feel bad, so im going to update.i just got back home from camping in julian yesterday with my awesome friends ryan,josh,aileen,kendra,sarah,and jackie.it was mucho fun.good times the whole camp session.i only got one bug bite the whole 4 days.wohoo to that.we decided to make it a annual thing,so this is happening every year with more friends/people because thats how we roll.besides camping yesterday i went out to see a movie with mikey and rj and i think i got food poisioning.when i got home i was throwing up like crazy and ive been doing it a little today too.sucky life for me.as for a new subject lately i have not really been myself as much,which i think sucks.expressing things in my case is such a hard thing to do.its been making me sad and i want it to go away.i miss my old friends too.they were such good company,but things happen and drama happens and you know the rest.i try to avoid drama as much as i possibly can cause its lame.here are some pictures from fun times at camp.welp im gonna get ready to start my day.have a nice day everyone.&amp;lt;3 me&lt;/p&gt;
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&lt;p&gt;ryan,aileen,and kendra&lt;/p&gt;
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&lt;p&gt;fishing at lake cuyamaca...damn we&apos;re pro&lt;/p&gt;
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&lt;p&gt;breakfast in julian on the last day &amp;nbsp;:&apos; (&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;font size=&quot;4&quot;&gt;the end.&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/p&gt;</description>
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  <pubDate>Mon, 18 Jul 2005 12:28:38 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>yay</title>
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  <description>i suck and i cant sleep...life is awesome woo!</description>
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  <pubDate>Thu, 30 Jun 2005 03:53:21 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>wowsers..</title>
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&lt;p&gt;last saturday was fun.went to universal studios with some friends.went with ryan,aileen,nikki and some cool friends of aileen i met,leeray,louis,and rj.they were cool kids.we had a fun time.it was very tiring towards the end,but i had a fun time.fun week i must say.im happy about both my as cities burn and terminal cd.they are great!warped tour is tomorrow and i dont think im going to go because its $30 unless one of my friends will get me in for free!duh cause im broke and im saving money up for the del mar fair and my trip to hawaii.it shall be lots of fun and i am very excited.things have been going really well for me.took out all of my piercings and whatnot.both my parents and i are both happy about that.i think i look better without them.time for some tattoos yo!looks like i shall be getting myself an ibook for my birthday.yay to that joint.those should be fun.either that or some laptop im not sure yet.we will have to wait and see.well i gotta rest cause im tired.here are pictures from universal if youd like to take a peep.muah &amp;lt;3 me&lt;/p&gt;
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&lt;p&gt;&lt;a name=&quot;cutid1&quot;&gt;&lt;/a&gt; &lt;/p&gt;
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&lt;p&gt;gangsters in the day&lt;/p&gt;
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&lt;p&gt;shrek 4-D&lt;/p&gt;
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&lt;p&gt;tourist by night&lt;/p&gt;
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&lt;p&gt;best for last &amp;lt;3&lt;/p&gt;</description>
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  <pubDate>Thu, 23 Jun 2005 02:16:36 GMT</pubDate>
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  <description>updatro time.so life has been treating me right as of now.the beautiful mistake kids left for tour two days ago.i felt super bad for bobbylee because he slept as my house while i was at practice from 12-6 in the morning and then i come home waking him up from his beauty sleep sorry dude.got to say bye to them and then went back to bed.i know im a lazy ass.my new favorite brand of jeans are DIESEL.i love them to death and want like 8473897432 more pairs.saturday is gonna be the big fun day where me and some friends + aileen will be going to universal studios!its going to be super fun and im so very excited!im also excited for hawaii as well.its going to be a blast.hey if i aint going on tour then i might as well go on a vacation right?!well i might be heading out for tour july 16th-august 10th maybe.we&apos;ll see about that though.im still in the process of looking for a job and contemplating on taking that darn piercing out.gotta look more professional i guess?well who said i cant get some tats then biotch!?!im a dummy cause i spent about $10 or more on ring tones yesterday.whatevs though.i also got to go to my first padre game ever yesterday too.it was an awesome experience and i plan on going to more games from now on.welp i gotta finish my movie im watching now and pick up a car charger for my phone.have a nice day :)</description>
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  <lj:music>recover</lj:music>
  <media:title type="plain">recover</media:title>
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  <pubDate>Sun, 19 Jun 2005 20:59:29 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>city by the sea</title>
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  <description>so yesterday was the day of the terminal/acceptance/anberlin/codeseven show.it was a fun show overall.i enjoyed myself of course and all the company of my friends.it was freaking great to see them all and mikey!yay for him coming back to sd.you didnt get dark homeslice?!?!?!about the show last night.terminal was ok yesterday.a bit on the sloppy side and probably the worst i have honestly seen them,but hey everyone has a bad night at times.i still love those fools!anberlin rocks the heck out now and still shouldnt scream.codeseven was good,but the show was stolen by the high and mighty acceptance!wow are they ever bad seriously?one of the best live bands in my eyes and jason just has an amazing voice.gives me the chills.after went to chrissy&apos;s birthday party and it was chill.i had a good time.i hate keeping feelings inside.its killing me.i will probably lose my chance very soon if i dont do anything about it.ive been so shy and weird about it because i havent been so happy and satisfied with someone like this in a very long time.its crazy to me.i love genuine people.it makes me smile and get all butterflyish in my stomach just to think about it.well everyone have a happy fathers day.do something nice for your daddy.love &amp;lt;3 me&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I’m a thousand miles from home &lt;br /&gt;Sleeping in my clothes&lt;br /&gt;Living like i never had before&lt;br /&gt;Where the city falls into the sea&lt;br /&gt;I try and make myself believe&lt;br /&gt;That I matter here &lt;br /&gt;But I’m lonely losing sleep&lt;br /&gt;If only i could feel less indifferent&lt;br /&gt;Maybe i could be more existent&lt;br /&gt;I’m dreaming hopelessly &lt;br /&gt;In a city by the sea&lt;br /&gt;It’s taken me so long &lt;br /&gt;To sing a simple song&lt;br /&gt;I don’t belong&lt;br /&gt;On the rooftop late at night&lt;br /&gt;Writing songs about my life&lt;br /&gt;Praying day will break&lt;br /&gt;Before i close my eyes&lt;br /&gt;I wish i had a little more to miss&lt;br /&gt;Than friends that don’t exist&lt;br /&gt;In a town that felt like scars across my wrists</description>
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  <pubDate>Thu, 16 Jun 2005 20:48:18 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>birthday month thingys</title>
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  <description>&lt;p&gt;&lt;font color=&quot;#000000&quot;&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;FONT-SIZE: 8pt; COLOR: white; FONT-FAMILY: Verdana&quot;&gt;&lt;span class=&quot;blacktextnb10&quot;&gt;&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;u&gt;&lt;font color=&quot;white&quot; size=&quot;6&quot;&gt;HER =&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/u&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;font color=&quot;#000000&quot;&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;FONT-SIZE: 8pt; COLOR: white; FONT-FAMILY: Verdana&quot;&gt;&lt;span class=&quot;blacktextnb10&quot;&gt;&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;font color=&quot;#000000&quot; size=&quot;2&quot;&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;FONT-SIZE: 8pt; COLOR: white; FONT-FAMILY: Verdana&quot;&gt;&lt;span class=&quot;blacktextnb10&quot;&gt;&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;span class=&quot;blacktextnb10&quot;&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;FONT-SIZE: 8pt; COLOR: white; FONT-FAMILY: Verdana&quot;&gt;JUNE:&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;FONT-SIZE: 8pt; COLOR: white; FONT-FAMILY: Verdana&quot;&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;span class=&quot;blacktextnb10&quot;&gt;Easy to talk to. Thinks far with vision. Easily influenced by kindness. Polite and soft-spoken. Having lots of ideas. Sensitive. Active mind. Hesitating, tends to delay. Choosy and always wants the best. Temperamental. Funny and humorous. Loves to joke. Good debating skills. Has that someone* always on his/her mind. Talkative. Daydreamer. Friendly. Knows how to make friends. Abiding. Able to show character. one guy/girl kind of person. Loveable. Easily hurt. Prone to getting colds. loves music. pretty/handsome. Loves to dress up. Easily bored. Fussy. Seldom shows emotions. Takes time to recover when hurt. Sensitive. Down-to-Earth. Stubborn&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
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&lt;p class=&quot;MsoNormal&quot; style=&quot;MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt&quot;&gt;&lt;span class=&quot;blacktextnb10&quot;&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;FONT-SIZE: 8pt; COLOR: white; FONT-FAMILY: Verdana&quot;&gt;JULY:&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;FONT-SIZE: 8pt; COLOR: white; FONT-FAMILY: Verdana&quot;&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;span class=&quot;blacktextnb10&quot;&gt;Fun to be with. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to be understood. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Takes pride in oneself. Has reputation. Easily consoled. Honest. Concerned about people&apos;s feelings. Tactful. Friendly. Approachable. Emotional temperamental and unpredictable. Moody and easily hurt. Witty and sparkly. Not revengeful. Forgiving but never forgets. Dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things. Guides others physically and mentally. Sensitive and forms impressions carefully. Caring and loving. Treats others equally. Strong sense of sympathy. Wary and sharp. Judges people through observations. Hardworking. No difficulties in studying. Loves to be alone. Always broods about the past and the old friends. hot. Waits for friends. Never looks for friends. Not aggressive unless provoked. Loves to be loved. Easily hurt but takes long to recover.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;
&lt;p class=&quot;MsoNormal&quot; style=&quot;MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt&quot;&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;FONT-SIZE: 10pt; COLOR: black; FONT-FAMILY: Verdana&quot;&gt;&lt;span class=&quot;blacktextnb10&quot;&gt;&lt;font color=&quot;#000000&quot;&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p class=&quot;MsoNormal&quot; style=&quot;MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt&quot;&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;FONT-SIZE: 10pt; COLOR: black; FONT-FAMILY: Verdana&quot;&gt;&lt;span class=&quot;blacktextnb10&quot;&gt;&lt;font color=&quot;#000000&quot;&gt;haha im such a dork.found it on someone&apos;e myspace post,but they had every single month so i decided to get mine and my other buddy.muhahahaha it says im hot biotch!yeah roite.hopefully both these things are dead on because i like how they both look&amp;nbsp;so far.wohoo to that!probably going to see batman either today or tomorrow.i just bought a cute little portable dvd player!yay for me.my mother got it for me as a early birthday present.philip accompanied me and its always fun hanging out with him.i enjoy his company a lot.welp off to start my day yall.love &amp;lt;3 me&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/font&gt;</description>
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  <lj:music>the honorary title</lj:music>
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  <pubDate>Wed, 15 Jun 2005 20:24:43 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>excited for this saturday!</title>
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  <description>cant wait for the freaking terminal,acceptance,anberlin,and codeseven show on saturday!its gonna be a good one.the only sucky thing is its going to be a main stage show so boo to that joint.i still owe ryan for the academy is show so i gotta get his ticket.darn it.hopefully i dont have to pay for mine muhahaha.i cant wait for my freaking preorder cds.best to be getting those very soon.im gonna miss gatsbys while i am in hawaii.that makes me sad because i love seeing them.fun to watch and i really just enjoy their musicianship.i want to see freakin the new batman too.it looks really good and plus the american psycho guy is a super gangster.hey who knows being a monk might be cool?!?!?!&amp;lt;3 me</description>
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  <pubDate>Sun, 12 Jun 2005 08:46:52 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>ADD THEM NOW!!!</title>
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  <description>everyone should add these lamos &lt;span class=&apos;ljuser  ljuser-name_wearethemeasure&apos; lj:user=&apos;wearethemeasure&apos; style=&apos;white-space: nowrap;&apos;&gt;&lt;a href=&apos;http://wearethemeasure.livejournal.com/profile&apos;&gt;&lt;img src=&apos;http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif&apos; alt=&apos;[info]&apos; width=&apos;17&apos; height=&apos;17&apos; style=&apos;vertical-align: bottom; border: 0; padding-right: 1px;&apos; /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;a href=&apos;http://wearethemeasure.livejournal.com/&apos;&gt;&lt;b&gt;wearethemeasure&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&amp;nbsp; !yeah be cool and stay in school too.syke..love &amp;lt;3 me</description>
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  <pubDate>Fri, 10 Jun 2005 07:25:35 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>sucker for the beautiful flicks.</title>
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  <description>&lt;p&gt;i love good movies.i decided to watch in good company by myself&amp;nbsp;this morning and it was beautiful.i enjoyed it so much and just loved how creative it was.ive been in such a weird mood as of late and i honestly dont know whats going on.it seems like all of a sudden i got really depressed and i dont know why?when things like this happen pen and paper is always my best friend.i guess it makes me feel somewhat creative and whatnot.haha i sound like such a little pansy right now,but i dont care.i hope this is just a little thing im going through because i dont like it.dont get me wrong im not trying to be a little bitch.those of you that really know me,would know that right?!i hope so dummies!syke nothing but love.i made a late night run because i was in another beautiful movie mood,so&amp;nbsp;i got garden state.i will probably watch it after i do some cleaning up of my room.its a mess.i cant stop listening to terminal either!the best band in my eyes that tooth and nail has signed.good job you guys.im gonna see them next week with the great acceptance,anberlin,codeseven and saosin.well everyone have a good friday.&amp;lt;3 me&lt;/p&gt;</description>
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  <pubDate>Wed, 08 Jun 2005 06:15:00 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>today was a day of realization</title>
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  <description>&lt;p&gt;man last week was a very eventful and busy week.did lots of family stuff and hung out with friends basically.i feel like i havent updated in like 12 years.sall good though.i preordered both the TERMINAL CD AND AS CITIES BURN cd in advance.i cant wait to get both because they will probably be the most amazing albums in a long time for me especially when terminal is like my favorite band right now.haha im a freaking dork,but they are freaking awesome.family life has been chill.i enjoy it.been helping around the house and just doing my thing like usual.hanging out with the friends has been good as well.im going to be 21 in one month.thats freaking crazy!im excited,but i am also feeling old as hell.makes me think about life.what the heck i am going to do and all that other good stuff.?.?..my dinner was great today.hehe i ate out with the family and some more family from out of town.my younger cousin jesse ate with us too and its been a while since i hung out with that guy.he is cool and i admire him for having so many goals in life.he is doing really well and im proud of that kid.after that i came home and then had a awesome heart to heart talk with rusty.its been something ive needed for so long and im happy i got to share that with him.he listened and helped me so much.it felt good and it made me think a lot.thanks rusty!besides that,my freaking phone is acting up again.that sucks balls because i dont like when that happens.maybe its just because my phone sucks too?!whatevs.aileen&apos;s birthday was nice and cute.i enjoyed myself and i hope she did too.well thanks to ryan i have some awesome pictures from the weekend.thanks homeslice.&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;a name=&quot;cutid1&quot;&gt;&lt;/a&gt; &lt;/p&gt;
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&lt;p&gt;daniel,aileen,ME,ryan...(SO ASIAN)&lt;/p&gt;
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&lt;p&gt;me wrestling a pig!&lt;/p&gt;
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&lt;p&gt;the pig and i made up so he decided to let me ride him!yay!&lt;/p&gt;
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&lt;p&gt;me,aileen,emanuel,nikki,and aileen&apos;s friends at the movies&lt;/p&gt;
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&lt;p&gt;last but not least my new freaking HERO!!!hahahaha im a dork!travis is the shiznit!&lt;/p&gt;</description>
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  <lj:music>TERMINAL-DARK =best freaking song ever!!</lj:music>
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  <pubDate>Sun, 29 May 2005 18:56:04 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>handsome shield what?!?!</title>
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  <description>so heylo everyone!does anyone know of any pretty good web designers?!?!i need to get a hold of one fast because i need a web man and the double ya heard me!anyways today is sunday and that means its the day of the academy is,mae,days away,and jamison parker show.thanks to ryan i have a ticket.i love the academy is,but not as much as TERMINAL right reggie.yesterday was chill got to hang out with all my boys and aileen.it was nice.souplantation is good.i miss erik.come home scrilla.it was fun to hang out with jamil and ryan yesterday too.angela and grace made my day yesterday too because i havent seen them in years as well.[HANDSOME SHIELD...eeeEEEeeeEEEeeeEEE]my friends are freaking awesome and i love them.im so happy right now.im super duper happy as of right now and i shall spare the details for later.muhahahaha &amp;lt;3!im excited for the band as of right now too.we are pretty focussed and writing dope stuff.no summer touring for me unless we go out by late july or anytime in august.thats what im shooting for.it will be good times for sure though.well people,have a nice day i gots to start some cleaning.latro &amp;lt;3 me</description>
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  <pubDate>Thu, 26 May 2005 17:25:37 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>missed bands that are no more and stuff..</title>
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  <description>&lt;p&gt;&lt;u&gt;&lt;font size=&quot;4&quot;&gt;R.I.P.&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/u&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;NO KNIFE&lt;br&gt;AMERICAN FOOTBALL&lt;br&gt;SAY FROM CHARMS&lt;br&gt;DIERADIODIE&lt;br&gt;BRAID&lt;br&gt;BELOVED&lt;br&gt;SMASHING PUMPKINS&lt;br&gt;NOISE RATCHET&lt;br&gt;COUNTERFIT&lt;br&gt;MATTHEW&lt;br&gt;AT THE DRIVE IN&lt;br&gt;SUNNY DAY REAL ESTATE&lt;br&gt;THE RED LIGHT STING&lt;br&gt;DENALI&lt;br&gt;JACKSON FIVE&lt;br&gt;THE REFUSED&lt;br&gt;ELLIOT&lt;br&gt;THIS RUNS THROUGH&lt;br&gt;THE FUGEES&lt;br&gt;NAME TAKEN&lt;br&gt;THE GET UP KIDS&lt;br&gt;twothirtyeight&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;geeze i miss all of these bands so much.all so amazing but its all good.a bunch of them have new bands,solo projects and so on.remind me if i missed any other good ones k?!?!thank you.anyways last day of school for me is tomorrow.wish me luck on my bio lab&amp;nbsp;final.im gonna do lots of studying for that joint today.todays schedule consist of studying,picking up my brother from school,practice,dinner,maybe some hanging out,and then back to studying.oh man am i so freaking happy that school is over for me tomorrow.im going to hawaii this summer.i think some friends are coming along with me as well.super duper excited for that.im also thinking about going to street scene because the line up isnt too shabby this year.i like a bunch of the people playing,but its super expensive i believe.i just realized a lot of the bands im into are local bands in san diego such as no knife,pinback,counterfit,noise ratchet,dieradiodie,say from charms,ryan ferguson,and so on.local stuff can be good too!well at least some of it right.just put new tires and rims on my car.what what rolling on 689767s homedawg!alritey time to hit the books.have a nice day. &amp;lt;3 me&lt;/p&gt;</description>
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  <pubDate>Fri, 20 May 2005 22:33:00 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>terminal is my new favorite band!!</title>
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  <description>Watching you taking your time&lt;br /&gt;Wasting mine just waiting on you&lt;br /&gt;Misery might keep me hanging around&lt;br /&gt;If you’re never gonna let me live this down&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Every train I take, stops the same place&lt;br /&gt;Right where you are&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;It’s been a long time but I hear&lt;br /&gt;You don’t wonder far&lt;br /&gt;From lonesome hours at the bar&lt;br /&gt;Call to ask me why I never come around&lt;br /&gt;When are you gonna let me live this down?&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I was tired of lying alone for you&lt;br /&gt;So I became a desert to your raining&lt;br /&gt;Finding myself in the sun&lt;br /&gt;I became a desert to your raining&lt;br /&gt;Cause I don’t want to be the one&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Watching you taking your time&lt;br /&gt;Wasting mine just waiting on you&lt;br /&gt;You always keep me hanging around&lt;br /&gt;You’re never gonna let me live this down</description>
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  <pubDate>Wed, 18 May 2005 10:04:37 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>uhm yeah i feel like cussing a lot today!!sorry....</title>
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  <description>honestly i shouldnt be up right now,but i couldnt sleep and i was bored so i decided to have an awesome rambling post!alright first off.lets talk about my nice day.i woke up and just rested around for a bit and did a little chit chatting here and there.then i went to practice and it was great.never been so happy for the boys.the new shiznit is gonna be good and im really proud of them.woot to yall.after i went to pb and hillcrest with reggie and we got some shiznit.i got me some hudsons ya heard!!reggie got a nice polo too.we bumped into some friends after and then went to eat some chinese food cause we&apos;re cool kids.it was fun shiznit and i had fun just chilling and talking about whatever the hell we wanted too![HANDSOME SHIELD!!!!hahaha]then i came home to walk the dog and rest at home,while listening to terminal the whole time and just chilling basically.then i decided to start writing to the new jam and just watch tv.there that is my day!woot to the day!!here is where all my rambling shall begin!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;well yeah.for all of you dummies that have been saying all this stupid stuff about me.wohoo give yourself a pat on the back because i dont give a shit!people can be so dumb now a days.grow up cause i dont care.im gonna be 21 and i dont care about your life!haha.wow i sound like a dick,but sometimes there is a time and a place for the asshole to come out of me.do as you please cause i dont care and dont really give a flying fuck about all the shit talkers.woohoo.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;alritey more rambling from me now.this one is a more serious note.hehe.so yeah i met this awesome person and she and i have had some awesome times.this person makes me smile,laugh,and all of the above and i am just plain happy to see the person each and every time i see her.she is honestly an amazing person and i am so happy to have stumbled upon such a beautiful person both inside and outside.its just weird because its been so long since i have actually felt like this about a person and im such a wussy.she makes me so nervous and shy and its so weird.i know i have a slight crush on the person duh.!.im also scared she might not feel the same way about me as well.for all i know she could be sending my ass some mix signals or whatnot.she seems way too nice to do that and maybe im just jumping to conclusions because i tend to do that way too much.i know i have to relearn how to take risk and chances again because if i let this pass me by then honestly i would suck at life.im also just really scared of getting the oh i can see you more of a friend..haha basically rejection.i know she is super picky because she basically told me so.im the biggest dork ever.i know i have to build up some more confidence in myself,but ive lost so much from past relationships and whatnot.hey the past is the past and im over that lame shit,so booya fucker!i tell myself not to think about it much and i try not to talk about it much to my friends because i want to show them that im a strong person.its not being fake,but its just me trying to be strong to myself ya know what i mean!?!who knows maybe this girl is just way out of my league/way too good for me.i dont deserve something this good roite?!?!its weird cause i didnt realize how much i actually did care until today.ive spent a nice 4 or 5 months just talking to her and its been great.im scared that she is bored of me.shes such a sweet person and all of my friends and family like her so thats a big plus to me.haha cant say that about the past with some people.haha.her birthday is also coming up and i have done some planning on what i want to do for her and what i will be getting her as well.haha i like to plan ahead so you dont have to worry later and its always uber cute to do that ya heard.i just want her to appreciate everything and know that it took time and effort to plan.hehe what are nice guys for yall...?i just gotta get the ball rolling very slowly and cautiously.yeah i shall end this rambling for right now.so yeah if yall have any suggestions,advice,help for me..comment cause i need all the HELP in the world!&amp;lt;3 me and good night kiddies.time to brush the teeth and watch a movie about a somewhat but not really similar type of situation.lost in translation ya donkeys!late &amp;lt;3&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;p.s.--&amp;gt;thanks to all of my best friends.I LOVE THEM MUCH.my family too!haha.</description>
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  <lj:music>new all american rejects is catchy biatch!</lj:music>
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  <pubDate>Sun, 15 May 2005 22:44:22 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>its hot as heck in san diego!!!</title>
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  <description>its freaking hot as heck in san diego now.everytime i walk my dog my shirt ends up getting soaked and attatched to my skin.not a hot sight to think about at all.my weekend has been pretty chill except for all the sucky people that have been so lame to my friends and i.yup we were called cool things like fags,emo club,and all that other good stuff.some people are just way too awesome i guess.sall good cause yesterday i got to see terminal and they were freaking great.nice people as well.i had fun.haha i went to watch house of wax right after and it sucked so much balls.paris and the girl next door girl were hot as heck though.hehe.so yeah in other news ive been asked to go out on a 2 1/2 month tour for the summer.i want to go really bad,but i dont think that would be fair to my band.i love all the guys to death,but they wont agree with this one.hahaha but my ass needs a vacation fo serious though!we&apos;ll see though.i dont want to be away from people way too long as well,but who knows what will happen.?.?i need to find a job on the reals too.oh yeah forgot to mention that my other phone broke,so im back to using my old one and I NEED YOUR PHONE #&apos;S ON THE REAL!!!comment and tell me em or just leave me a thing and i shall have them screened so yeah.just post a comment and let me know what your numeros are or i will never be able to hear from you forever!!!welp everyone have a nice weekend and take extra care &amp;lt;3 me.</description>
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  <lj:music>the beautiful mistake new stuff</lj:music>
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  <pubDate>Tue, 10 May 2005 00:09:36 GMT</pubDate>
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  <description>my cell phone is turned back on!!!HOLLA!!!!</description>
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  <pubDate>Sat, 07 May 2005 21:15:04 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>thai food = love</title>
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  <description>yay having no cell phone right now officially is the suckiest thing in the world.no one can ever really get a hold of me unless im at home or with a friend that has a cell phone and is with me.i miss people i havent talked to in a while that were on my cell phone,but once i get my new one i better have all of your numeros mmmmk?!this WILL be over soon!how freaking cool is that eh?well other than that i am now officially in love with this little thai cafe in sorrento valley.they make great food and have an awesome staff.i love it there.went there with mikey,reggie,brad,and grace.it was nice and yummy.things are going as of right now.school is almost officially over in about 2-3 weeks.so freaking excited because i hate it.the zoo field trip kind of sucked.it was hot and my group wasnt too well organized.sall good i like the people,but wish i could of been the one to hold the map.yesterday hanging out with everyone from the thai restaurant and ryan was chill as well.eisley&apos;s free in store is today and im not going cause i think im lazy and all i want to do is eat thai food and watch movies.welp im gonna get started on some cleaning,walking the doggy,and then my thai food movies extravaganza.holla if ya wanna join.&amp;lt;3 me</description>
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  <lj:music>gatsbys american dream-just like heaven</lj:music>
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  <pubDate>Tue, 03 May 2005 18:15:02 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>HAPPY BIRTHDAY GRACEY!!!!</title>
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  <description>&lt;p&gt;we all love you so much grace and happy happy birthday.yay for lunch today homey!!!&amp;lt;3 me and all da boys!&lt;/p&gt;
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  <pubDate>Sun, 01 May 2005 02:40:45 GMT</pubDate>
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  <description>im growing out my hair to see what it will look like and also taking out my plugs and gonna get normal ear rings.hope it looks good eh?!?!</description>
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  <pubDate>Sat, 30 Apr 2005 06:26:10 GMT</pubDate>
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  <description>everyone needs to listen to eager seas right now because they are amazing.seth has such a beautiful voice.i like it better than watashi wa even though im a huge watashi wa fan.hehe.i went with brad today to put a down payment on his new head.its super duper nice.he just got a 55 watt mesa nomad.sounds good and he got hooked up,so yeah happy for that kid.oh man im in love with eager seas.they are freaking amazing.i havent really ate all day and i think i might just fix me something to eat right now.like an itallian sandwich with lots of salami.muahaha,but we have no pepperoni.sucky!!as of right now the terminal and eager seas cd are the cds i want really bad.sin city was a good movie though it had its corny parts i liked.amityville horror sucked balls.dont watch it yall.well back to practice and writing for me.have a good night all and listen to eager seas if you havent yet!!!&amp;lt;3 me</description>
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  <pubDate>Mon, 25 Apr 2005 20:18:54 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>yesmmm...long entry what!?!?!</title>
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  <description>yeah boyyyy...i hate being crammed with 8 million things to do each day.it kind of sucks cause then you have no life and nothing to do much.its all good cause hey its what i like doing.i hate school though.its almost over and i didnt go to my math class today.haha.so the shows this weekend were nice.copeland,acceptance,lovedrug,eager seas and rocket summer,brandtson,cartel,and umbrellas yeah.fun stuff.now for the show review.it was crazy before the show because some sony rep came up to me that was at the acceptanc show and told me he remember me and my band from the last acceptance show.he told me we were good and he wanted to work with us.it got my ass all nervous and shizzle.i said thanks and he gave me a card and whatnot.that excited me lotso though.anways first fridays show which was the copeland show.copeland wasnt that great at all.acceptance was amazing like always,but the sound was kind of weird.lovedrug was the best band of the night for sure.eager seas was the sound test dummy band,but i loved them.it was nice and the after party was a pretty funny one indeed.i had a fun time though.it was nice bonding with people.thanks aileen we had fun.drunk people are hilarious.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;alright now for saturdays show the militia group tour.it was a nice show indeed.it was funny seeing 3/4s of militia there.too bad james cho wasnt there.the militia guys were all saying how screaming is a fad now and they dont want bands that do that now a days.hehe i was taking my notes dawg!haha.it was nice meeting lots of new people and seeing great familiar faces too.now back to the show.umbrellas are ok.i was never a fan of scott&apos;s voice.cartel was pretty good.i like them duh so yeah.brandtson was the best band of course.they played the cry me a river cover.woot woot.those niggys tried to get me drunk before the show.hahaha.its always nice seeing those grandpas and catching up.love them.rocket summer knows how to put on a show.its was cute.after brad,kyle,aileen,jet,myself,brandtson,josh mistake,and rachel went to grab something to eat at tgi fridays.we ate for a while and then all of a sudden outside there was a huge fight and people were getting jumped and slurring at each other.it was entertaining for a bit then it just got kind of lame,so we decided to leave.yeah for that eh.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;sunday was just a lazy hang out day for me and a bunch of doing nothing,but tour booking,website shit,and all that other busy work shizzle.i dont mind it though even though its tiring as hell.gotta work somehow right.my ass needs a job on the real man.hook me up!!!writing is a hard task too.its fun though i like it.for some odd reason im really determined.screw school for now.ill be back in that shizzle later.hehe.i plan on having a girlfriend before i tour too.hahaha so i can be a good kid,duh?!?!welp off to downtown i go now yall.peace outro &amp;lt;3 me</description>
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  <pubDate>Sun, 17 Apr 2005 22:49:41 GMT</pubDate>
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  <description>wowsers as cities burn is amazing...hehe friday night lights..oh yeah everyone p.s. my cell phone got disconnected and im gonna get a side kick or just a nice ass t mobile phone.we&apos;ll see.more details latro gangstas.peace and im out.</description>
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  <lj:music>as cities burn</lj:music>
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  <pubDate>Sun, 17 Apr 2005 18:37:03 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>hmmm..</title>
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  <description>welp the past few days have been alright.friday consisted of going to the low d show.they were amazing like usual,but they lost that volcom band joust thing,which was whack.they judge by applause.that is super sucky.then after we went to eddy&apos;s house for a party full of people i didnt know.it was chill.brad and kyle got super wasted.had to take care of those kids because they were both done.saturday consisted of just hanging out at home a lot and then a nice dennys trip with brad and ryan.love those east side boys.i noticed that sometimes i can get annoyed too easily,BUT there is always something that pushes my buttons.i dont like that crap.i have to clean my room and do lots of chores,so i think i shall get started on that.latro &amp;lt;3</description>
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  <lj:music>circa survive</lj:music>
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